hmm nowadays things aren't simple and blissful anymore. its like everyone's away. and also that i just don feel happy even though my birthday is coming.dad's going overseas. its another year without them. haix am i ever going to get a good celbration on my real birthdate instead of earlier.its a wish i hope can come true. i hope everyone will be together. don let anyone drop a tear or feel neglected. and having good memories sometimes isn't that good. u rmb too much and u hope too much.haix.its all about sad things this week even if tmr's friday i don feel happy.