haix......its been a long time...............the hearts very painful...................even though it lasted for nine days they were the best.................but the most painful of course....................haix the pain i can't cry out seems so torturing it could rip my heart apart.....................................haix this thing called love ...................................haix.......get over it i tell myself but its not that easy........................i want to start a new life one that is more meaningful and stop thinking about him but its not easy....................................the teardrops that flows are now too dry..................................i hate it..............................life....................he holds the key......................to my heart ......................and he's not returning me.....................but will i accept it if he returns?maybe not now and the days to go.......................................i hope the key will go to someone thats worth the sacrifices...............