trying to keep myself busy all these days to avoid thinking about things.this holiday i hope i can enjoy it.well i hope so.but it'll be one tiring holiday.so many things happen.and its damn fustrating.i wonder how long can i stand this kind of pressure given.how should i relieve myself.i'm lost.or maybe because i'm not me anymorehaix i hope my tiring days will be over and i'll be happy again.i want to be.
haix.the school term has finally come to an end.i can't bear to leave all the frens i met and all the happy emories that they gave to me.today is the day we separate as we don even know if we'll be in the same class.haix once again.it ain't easy to let go everything that happened this year.especially family day and the days we cheered together as one whole united class[1e2'08]i'll miss everyone.today we had a count down the last 10 sec before it really is going to end.we counted as loud and screamed after that.[cool ya]could we all be in same class i hope so.[hoping a mircale can happen]wishing upon the stars.
haix so many things happen yesterday.my maid oh don talkabout her.the my parents haix.bad day really bad day.haix few more days and i'll know where or which class i'll be next year.i'm gonna miss the ppl in 1e2[sobs sobs]hope we will always be the 1e2'o8 the untied one.so manthoughts all of a sudden.to think that i was still thinking that its still chinese new year yet time flies so fast it the end of exams[final year one some more]haix...........time...............
haix.terrible day.math paper 2 haix.that teacher last min say got mistake who th can so fast change.didn't finish the paper.haix.i'm depending on math 1 le.hiax.so angry about the exam went for bubble tea with dominique.[passion blended ice]well thats wat they call it.damn angry lor.i wonder if the teacher got check properly anot.its a one half hour exam not a two half hour exam lor.sprain leg still hurts.now so angry it hurts even more lorz.tmr cl oral i must at least get good marks or i'll really be devastated lor.math like that le.oral like that i might as well don go.so its another day but a terrible one indeed.....
i nvr knew this day would come. everything was fine but i guess we could nvr go back to before.the times wherei could just say wat i wanted and u listen.but now i really have to think should i tell u?i don wan this to happen.maybe its because i didn't treasure wat u gave.thats why i'm being punished by yr heartless words. haix....................could the clock ever turn the other way round and let us go back to our memorable past and forget about the present.