haiz these time i'm writing sad stuff.sad stuff keeps happening.and worse thing is that there is nobody for me to find and talk.i wonder....was it that i don't understand u or is it u don't understand me? nvr have i felt that scared and sad.crying for so long.leaving all the miseries in the heart.could u ever imagine how the few days were pulled through?it was the worst i guess.to me.maybe not for u.i just wanted u to know.i was nvr angry.i wont want to be.i just wanted the old times back or new times that are even better.can it ever happen?