hmm nowadays things aren't simple and blissful anymore. its like everyone's away. and also that i just don feel happy even though my birthday is coming.dad's going overseas. its another year without them. haix am i ever going to get a good celbration on my real birthdate instead of earlier.its a wish i hope can come true. i hope everyone will be together. don let anyone drop a tear or feel neglected. and having good memories sometimes isn't that good. u rmb too much and u hope too much.haix.its all about sad things this week even if tmr's friday i don feel happy.
haix......its been a long time...............the hearts very painful...................even though it lasted for nine days they were the best.................but the most painful of course....................haix the pain i can't cry out seems so torturing it could rip my heart apart.....................................haix this thing called love ...................................haix.......get over it i tell myself but its not that easy........................i want to start a new life one that is more meaningful and stop thinking about him but its not easy....................................the teardrops that flows are now too dry..................................i hate it..............................life....................he holds the key......................to my heart ......................and he's not returning me.....................but will i accept it if he returns?maybe not now and the days to go.......................................i hope the key will go to someone thats worth the sacrifices...............
haha today speech day full dress rehearsal.soooooooooo tiring lor so so so tired.but still quite friutful ba.ha. i passed my math test hahas. things are ok today ba but still quite moody.then nite tuime everything change.finally one good news i heard.of course its a secret.hahahas.that was a piece of news i thought for the time being i wouldn't hear but now i don think so.ihope i hear more of these kind of news.may all my frens have such good news too.one day i hope i have this kind of good news.but it's not to rush.it's natural.so thats about it today....i'll continue to write in about stuffs hahas.......
hahas,hello everyone!!!!!i'm back..................long time le.i'm bringing this blog alive again sia.hahas.last term results not tat good sia.today got speech day rehearsal so tried lor.tmr still got ful dress rehearsal but i love to see the flag barriers do drills.so perfect so much better han us sia.hahas.this year beginning ain't going well i hope it'll change for the better...anyways damn tired le la so i'm off
