ReaLiTy

2009-06-11T05:13:00.000-07:00

hmm nowadays things aren't simple and blissful anymore. its like everyone's away. and also that i just don feel happy even though my birthday is coming.dad's going overseas. its another year without them. haix am i ever going to get a good celbration on my real birthdate instead of earlier.its a wish i hope can come true. i hope everyone will be together. don let anyone drop a tear or feel neglected. and having good memories sometimes isn't that good. u rmb too much and u hope too much.haix.its all about sad things this week even if tmr's friday i don feel happy.

anyways,
signing out gt

after exams. or i should say sa1

2009-06-03T20:57:00.000-07:00

after exam le.....................but so bored can't go out................still waiting for my birthday to arrive...........................14 more days and counting........................well today got buy stuff...................hahas and then i go donut empire buy 6 piece of donut(: and i got 2 free hahas.................got some pics as well.............well thats the happy part.................sad part is dad's going overseas on my birthday...................sighs another birthday without one of my parents....................well i might be going to malaysia ..................one of those island there...................to see fireflies..............maybe take some home......................i'm looking forward to that.........................i hope that the past can return.............everything will be normal...........................friendship is at risk.................haix.................somebody make a change.................and the rest follows..............den everyone unhappy...........got to fix it................... got to change everything............may my birthday be the day that everything be back to normal again................i hope all my friends will not forget...........'once friends,always friends'(:

hahas finally exam over la

2009-05-12T05:18:00.000-07:00

haha. . .................................finally,exams are over...............................yay...................can enjoy le .....................hahas ............today after the math paper go jun long house...................we play like siao sia................psp was the main fun..............but den so bored lor the later his mum cook for us spagetthi!!!!!!!!!!!! hahsas he keep grabing food for me lor......................anyways den we play truth or dare..................for a very short time..............den bubble tea...............den later continue play again..........................all these lasted for 6hrs sia..................time seems to fly pass so fast...........................here are 2 photos for memory............

gtg,

back

2009-04-17T06:35:00.000-07:00

well its sports day hahas................well falcon won many of the games and in the end over all...............next year it'll be eagle.............well erm nothing to say so i post some pics for u all to see la................

heartbroken

2009-04-14T05:28:00.000-07:00

haix......its been a long time...............the hearts very painful...................even though it lasted for nine days they were the best.................but the most painful of course....................haix the pain i can't cry out seems so torturing it could rip my heart apart.....................................haix this thing called love ...................................haix.......get over it i tell myself but its not that easy........................i want to start a new life one that is more meaningful and stop thinking about him but its not easy....................................the teardrops that flows are now too dry..................................i hate it..............................life....................he holds the key......................to my heart ......................and he's not returning me.....................but will i accept it if he returns?maybe not now and the days to go.......................................i hope the key will go to someone thats worth the sacrifices...............

w0w

2009-03-27T07:20:00.000-07:00

haha today speech day full dress rehearsal.soooooooooo tiring lor so so so tired.but still quite friutful ba.ha. i passed my math test hahas. things are ok today ba but still quite moody.then nite tuime everything change.finally one good news i heard.of course its a secret.hahahas.that was a piece of news i thought for the time being i wouldn't hear but now i don think so.ihope i hear more of these kind of news.may all my frens have such good news too.one day i hope i have this kind of good news.but it's not to rush.it's natural.so thats about it today....i'll continue to write in about stuffs hahas.......

finally

2009-03-26T05:16:00.000-07:00

hahas,hello everyone!!!!!i'm back..................long time le.i'm bringing this blog alive again sia.hahas.last term results not tat good sia.today got speech day rehearsal so tried lor.tmr still got ful dress rehearsal but i love to see the flag barriers do drills.so perfect so much better han us sia.hahas.this year beginning ain't going well i hope it'll change for the better...anyways damn tired le la so i'm off

it's been a long time

2008-12-23T21:52:00.000-08:00

hahas.it's been a long time since i up dated my blog.this holidays it's really busy for me.school work.npcc and all so preparation for orientation.it was the first time u know and a little nervous but as days went on it was fun.then went to be gl.tried the games that the sec 1s will be playing.cool i play for so mant times.all the gls were so enthu sia.well my group most of them i don know la so a little quiet but time go past they're quite nice.so we practiced alot.planned alot,learnt a lot and mostly we had the best fun.so i'm looking forward to orientation on the 29th and 30th hope that the sec 1s can be as high as can be and may the orientation be a success.oh and wish all a happy x'mas eve:)

i'm out of here,
gt

birthday of two little frens.

2008-11-09T22:36:00.000-08:00

.thurs, 6 nov went to celebrate denise and tabi's birthday.tricked her i didn't go hahas.anyways.met up with jing ru,jun long and tabi first at plaza sing[11am]then we go buy present for the birthday girl and boy.o0 ya forgot we went to buy movie ticket first.birthday girl reach le wanted to hug me[eeks scary]she always does that to me.lucky i ran.anyways we went to bk to eat.crazy birthday girl make so much noise.hahas tried to snap pics of jun long eating fries.[hehe]so in total should be 9 ppl go actually 8 la.lets see we have junlong,jing ru,me,tabi,denise,jing yi,vanessa and another 2 i don know onw.but fun lors.eat finish le me,jing ru,jun long and vanessa chiong go up to cinema.[crazy just eat finish onli run sia]went to watch "sing to the dawn"hahas.not very nice lor.not as i expected.vanessa kept waiting for me to cry.[how can i enjoy sia her eyes keep looking at me.]anyways after that went to arcade for awhile play one game to test my strength la.then jun long got about 843 i got 863 lor better than him.[yay!!!!!]the jing ru go play wat game i also forgot le she kept thinking of 2 person than keeping throwing the balls like siao[the others also]later nothing do walk walk for awhile.went carefour denise and jing ru bought sushi.haha.o0 ya forgot tell u wat i gave to the birthday girl hor.hehes.winnie the pooh.[don know why she like it so much]jun long also.jing ru bought her a dog.the others i not sure.anyways after that they decided to go mac me and vanessa went home first and relax.wat a tiring day....

gyss trip

2008-11-01T01:59:00.000-07:00

today morning go gyss for npcc games day.haix yesterday can't sleep lor.today morning still rain sia.starting of the day like that le.reach j8 mac le ate then later wanted to go gyss with jing ru,jasmine and rachel.haix then later he call.on the way there like very down.reach le still get scolding.wanted to cry liao lor.haix later still have to wait for sooo0 long then can play captains ball.later before go home got debrief then end.go home sad.can't sleep.haix.

trying to keep myself busy

2008-10-26T08:14:00.000-07:00

trying to keep myself busy all these days to avoid thinking about things.this holiday i hope i can enjoy it.well i hope so.but it'll be one tiring holiday.so many things happen.and its damn fustrating.i wonder how long can i stand this kind of pressure given.how should i relieve myself.i'm lost.or maybe because i'm not me anymorehaix i hope my tiring days will be over and i'll be happy again.i want to be.

sighs,
gt

missing my frens

2008-10-23T06:22:00.000-07:00

haix.the school term has finally come to an end.i can't bear to leave all the frens i met and all the happy emories that they gave to me.today is the day we separate as we don even know if we'll be in the same class.haix once again.it ain't easy to let go everything that happened this year.especially family day and the days we cheered together as one whole united class[1e2'08]i'll miss everyone.today we had a count down the last 10 sec before it really is going to end.we counted as loud and screamed after that.[cool ya]could we all be in same class i hope so.[hoping a mircale can happen]wishing upon the stars.

sad..,
gt

bad things happen so suddenly

2008-10-19T02:36:00.000-07:00

haix so many things happen yesterday.my maid oh don talkabout her.the my parents haix.bad day really bad day.haix few more days and i'll know where or which class i'll be next year.i'm gonna miss the ppl in 1e2[sobs sobs]hope we will always be the 1e2'o8 the untied one.so manthoughts all of a sudden.to think that i was still thinking that its still chinese new year yet time flies so fast it the end of exams[final year one some more]haix...........time...............

missing the times we had,
gt

terrible day

2008-10-06T22:42:00.001-07:00

haix.terrible day.math paper 2 haix.that teacher last min say got mistake who th can so fast change.didn't finish the paper.haix.i'm depending on math 1 le.hiax.so angry about the exam went for bubble tea with dominique.[passion blended ice]well thats wat they call it.damn angry lor.i wonder if the teacher got check properly anot.its a one half hour exam not a two half hour exam lor.sprain leg still hurts.now so angry it hurts even more lorz.tmr cl oral i must at least get good marks or i'll really be devastated lor.math like that le.oral like that i might as well don go.so its another day but a terrible one indeed.....

i'm outta of here,
gt

the good old days are gone

2008-10-03T06:59:00.000-07:00

i nvr knew this day would come. everything was fine but i guess we could nvr go back to before.the times wherei could just say wat i wanted and u listen.but now i really have to think should i tell u?i don wan this to happen.maybe its because i didn't treasure wat u gave.thats why i'm being punished by yr heartless words. haix....................could the clock ever turn the other way round and let us go back to our memorable past and forget about the present.
[i'm holding on to the past,i'll nvr let it go]

tagged

2008-09-28T02:43:00.000-07:00

1.The person who tag u is?-zAneTaYour relationship with him/her?-My BESTIE!~3.Your 5 impression of them- its not "them" its "her".4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.- i dont know.5.The most memorable thing they had said to u?- eh hem its her~6.If they become ur lover,you will love them ?- hellooo? its "she", 1 person onli. lover? i not LES -.-7.If he become ur lover,thing she has to improve on will be?- xcuse me -.- i said its a "SHE"8.If they become ur enemy,u will?- i will die.[its "SHE" not "THEY"]9.If they become ur enemy, the reason will be?- zzz its "SHE" lar..not "THEY". SHE betrayed me?10.You want to tell for them now is?- ... i wanna say ILY!x311.Your overall impression of them is?- SHE is very cute & nice!12.How do u think ppl ard u will feel ard u?- how i noe, ask them.13.The characters you love of urself are?- .....!14.On the contrary, the characters u hate yourself are?- trying to be funny arh use the word "contrary......!15.The most ideal person you want to be is?- BE myself lo..16.For ppl that care andd like u,say something to them.- ILYoos!~ =P17.Pass this quiz to 10 person that u wished to know how they feel about you.1.jing ru.2. denise3.sasha 4. Rachael5. apple6. chua na7. rachel8. wen ci9. jasmine10.sue anne18.Who is no. 6 having relationship with?- ask her.dun ask me -.-19.Is no. 9 a male or female?-girl20.If no. 7 and 10are tgt,will it be a good thing?- nope, that would be les21.What is no. 2 studying about?- how i noe..22.What was the last time u had a chat with no. 3?- err i don know?23.What kind of music band does no. 8 like?- wad? y ask me lar?24.Does no. 1 had any siblings?- yar one older sis.25.Will u woo no. 3?- eew.. i not les -.- [2nd time im sayin this]26.how about 7?- nvr27.Is no. 4 single?- should be. 28.What is the surname of no. 5?- ..29.erm idkWhat is the hobby of no. 10?-playin basketball?30.Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?-idk31.Where is no. 2 studying at?- Peirce sec, same as me, duh.32.talk something actually about no. 1.- ^^ my BESTIE~33.Have u tried developing feelings for no. 8?- ...no, im not LES -.- [3rd time sayin this]34.Where does no. 9 lived at?- somewhere 35.What colour does no. 4 like?- dunno lar..36.Are no. 1 and 5 best fwen?- i guess so -.-37.Does no. 1 have any pets?- no? 38.is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?......?39.What is no. 10 doing now?- how i noe???

boredom

2008-09-05T07:00:00.000-07:00

today ha today. had wake up early in the morning for schol[geo lesseon]haix. the ava room was super cold. i was freezing. but after i finally felt warm again=). haha then drama project. we had to like make a mini stage. i must say i was very pleased with the mini bed. it was so cute. 0o ya and also the chairs and... oh everything is great. cause we put in all our effort. i'm happy. a little crazy. i little hyper. but once i reach home i felt like sleeping. so slept for awhile then start my boredom[staring here and there].anywayys nice day:)

that day i did something

2008-09-04T03:09:00.000-07:00

today went to eat dim sum.had a variety of it.was full.i found a wallet on the floor outside and fortunately it was returned to the owner after i traced the girl.went to the singapore national museum,it was sensetional,fantastic,awsome.nvr thought that museums were that interesting.found out many thing i nvr knew about singapore.memorable.so today's thursday....i guess that person should knoww wat today is about.anyways today was a good day.or maybe not that good but ok.

the day everything went wrong...so wrong

2008-09-03T00:23:00.000-07:00

haix.when will we be able to be like before again...i regretted the day i called u and created this mess..it was all my fault....i guess i didn't understand u very well....i'll nvr forget 27/08/08 after that rainy afternoon.......that apple pie .....that fries....that fren of yrs....that stupidness of mine...that joke of mine.....that foolishness of mine.......that call that i made.....that idea i had....that miseries after the incident......that incident...........

the days ...

2008-09-01T06:56:00.004-07:00

haiz these time i'm writing sad stuff.sad stuff keeps happening.and worse thing is that there is nobody for me to find and talk.i wonder....was it that i don't understand u or is it u don't understand me? nvr have i felt that scared and sad.crying for so long.leaving all the miseries in the heart.could u ever imagine how the few days were pulled through?it was the worst i guess.to me.maybe not for u.i just wanted u to know.i was nvr angry.i wont want to be.i just wanted the old times back or new times that are even better.can it ever happen?

ReSuLtS

2008-08-20T03:37:00.000-07:00

results i ok ok.i got like 4A1s so i'm counting on literature to help me get my fifth and i have broken my record.other wise today was a normal day.just tat i keep bumping into ppl today.one particular one i saw that person a lot of times.morning till afternoon.my wat de!!!!i'm happy today.bought a pen knife.nice colour.did math project.almost cut myself.lucky nvr.or [someone]would be angry.hahas.enough for today.nth much to say too.

out,
gt

PaReNtS

2008-08-17T07:44:00.000-07:00

why are they always asking me to stay indoors.i know they mean well but sometimes i feel their keeping me too protected. i need to know the world outside.don't they understand.sometimes they make sense but sometimes their just too ignorant of my feelings.parents when can they undestand.maybe i don't understand their pain and their goods to me.maybe i'm the bad one.maybe its me thats ignoring them maybe its me who's neglecting them but i just want them to just give me their trust. is it so difficult?i wonder........ when are they gonna trust me when????????????????................................

troubled,
gt

YAy ExAmS ArE oVer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-16T03:01:00.000-07:00

my life's back to normal again exams are over=) so far results are ok no failing but no As either.as this term comes to an end next term's holiday comes fast.24 oct will be our holiday. is hould be rejocying but i can't. thinking that next term's exams will be earlier.it the final year's exam most important one.yet there is so little time left ti study for it. haiz time flys fast.in a wink its already been 8 months in my new school and 2 more months before fimal year exam. everything is so rush. i hope i can handle such stress.anyways this term was quite a nice and memorable one.

signing out,
gt

NaTiOnAl DaY

2008-08-09T06:27:00.000-07:00

its a fun day yesterday:)i went to school and we had a inter class competition.we got first!!!!!!ye!!!!!!!!!!!!i love it!!!!!!!so happy!!!!!!!!!we also take part in connect singapore too.later went to shop and watch movie.happy happy day

PoP

2008-08-03T04:19:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a very fun day.the sec 4s npcc cadets were passing out.well we watched them marched in and threw the beret oh boy their so lucky.anyways after tat the pds performed.the were great.later ,we went to watch a video at the ava it was so damn touching la. going to cry le. but also funny. we had our break and played a game[wont go through details].ater tat it was home.at 6pm went out with some frens to watch a movie[money not enough 2] very touching and funny. i cry till eyes red. laugh till stomach pain. then it was dinner and i went back home lying on the bed and soon......zzzzzzzz

ExamS Around thE cornER

2008-07-23T01:58:00.000-07:00

hia exams coming soon again can't it ever end.today's e-learning was fun at least.because there's no school yehhhhhh.so damn stress la.help me.........SOMEBODY!!!!!!parents so ***** la.they nvr belief me even if i'm right very sickening leh.so bias somemore.like my bro's the onli child in the house.argggggghh.angry makes me feel like scolding them but wat can i do their still my parents.hia.............................life really suxxxxxxx like hell.

Back to school

2008-06-28T04:24:00.000-07:00

hia back to school most hw done but history still trying to finish.other hw come and go but i think home econ will be the lesson i enjoy the most.haha denise was choosen as the home econ rep.sway sia.other than that we had to buy chocolates during np just doing charity and the training LUCKLY was not that tiring but when i came back home i slept quite early.everything is ok got my class tee now looking forword to family day.gtg

signing out,
gt

ToDay

2008-06-04T18:18:00.000-07:00

wat a boring day.keep doing homework.work work work until want to sleep le la.stress sia nothing much to say but must relieve stress.I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE.HOMEWORK GO AWAY I WANT BACK MY HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!tmr go learn how to polish shoes.at least i can get out of home and breathe the cool air or wateva i just neeed to get OUT.i;m stuck in my home and doing homewprk.bored only can watch tv and sleep like that go on i will really become PIG le la.help someone save me from the nightmare.save me plsssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!weel back to h/w hia......................sigh.............................

stressed
gt

The competition

2008-06-03T07:45:00.000-07:00

today was the day the competiton starts.i was so nerous,jing ru kept telling me off.lol.anyway we were the first group to perform i was shock omg that was like so sway la.everything went smoothly nice and steady.i saw 2 other groups from pei cai sec they were very good in fact fantastic so much better than us.they know how to add humor yet also bring out crime prevention methods.they were like so drama which was gd in that case.i guess we didn't stand a chance against them.the music and the teamwork and all the effort was shown so clearly.if we get into the next round i think my group should make the skit more lively and the time taken hould me longer.all the speakers should memerise their lines too.well its just a comment.anyway its time to turn into slumberland

signing a big bye bye,
geraldine:)

HoLiDAyS!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-26T20:13:00.000-07:00

yes holidays here.i can enjoy but........................i still got npcc training omg and the attire is half u and my skirt not changed yet!!!!!there are many activities coming up in this june holidays.the crime prevention competition on 3rd june,npcc training on fridays,road safety test,birthday on 18th june,math consultation session too many days to say,prefect intensive training by mr ong on 19th june and most of all HOMEWORK,tons and tons of those.but anyway i hope to finish homework in 2 weeks and enjoy the rest of my holiday in PEACE.

bb for now,
gt

MaRkiNg Day

2008-05-13T01:02:00.000-07:00

ye marking day no school love it can sleep longer.yesterday went for prayer till 12am so tired but very interesting.its annual but this year i get to follow from morning till night.fun many things to eat too.got red eggs and some sweets.i ate alot omg but yummy leh.imagine roasted pig,chicken,duck,dumplings,cake,kueh,fishballs,fishcakes,crab and many others...................love it.today ispent the whole day on the com playing,reading,uploading just all doing on computer la

bb,
geraldine

end of mid year exams

2008-05-08T20:54:00.000-07:00

ye...............exams over yes i love it but results are still something that makes me worry....anyway ordered class photo jing ru looks so funny and eagan oh pls he didn't open his eyes.haha denise so mean she put bull ears on my head oh next year she better look out i am going to do something even worse.hehe

signing out,
geraldine

i'm back

2008-05-07T04:53:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time since i wrote something.exams are stressful but you get to go home early.two more days and i am going to regain my freedom.yessssssssss.going to go out and get crazy a bit.hate seeing my enemy everyday.anyway,i'm back on my com:xd

God Bro's BIRTHDAY and SPEECH DAY

2008-04-11T00:13:00.000-07:00

ha,today release from school early cause got speech day.yehhhh...today god bro's birthday so me and my fren went to give him a present.asked him to go alone to dt block but he got a fren so we both were lyk uneasy got someone.but ya gave him his present i bet he'll laugh if he sees wat i bought for him.he might be rolling on the floor laughing.wish i could go speech day but i think it might be a little boring.well who knows it might be fun.now i'm so influenced by cme topic this week.its on friendship so we had to write a poem.
I CAN ACCEPT
i can accept coffee without milk
nights without lights
walk without shoes
curry without chicken
but i can't accept friendship without
YOU!

gt

the first skit in peirce

2008-04-10T06:58:00.000-07:00

crazy sia i was like so nervous the day before the skit at the so called stage i went bonkers.i even nervous till i police supose to cach the robber i never catch so embarrased.but it was a blessing in disguish when everybody laughed and i made the skit a little funnier.my group got chosen to represent the squad for competition.nervous but happy.anyway other thanthat school life's normal.i mean very normal.

geraldine